I AM MUDIN

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Mudin!
Mudin!
Mudin!  

Yes! Thats is my nickname! 
Taken from my father's name, Dr. Amirmudin

For certain people it is rude to call someone by his father's name.
But actually the name means everything to me.
Everything!

The name made who I am.
First daughter of Amirmudin
and this name reminds me of my father
wherever I go.
As I feel my father just beside me
and he is always there to support all of my decisions

This name pretty much reminds me
of my KMB friends.
All of them!
how they used to call me "Mudin" when my father was around me
and how people who does not know me, thinks that I am a guy
Yeah! I am in disguise of my own name

It is great to be unknown!
The more " title"  we have and the more we reveal about our background
The more people will expect from us
and well... the more people will judge us.
That is indeed the hypothesis, and that is the nature of this world

Everything that we do is the evidence to the state of our heart
Allah swt stated in Al- Quran Al Kareem
in Surah Al- Hujurat 49 verse 13

Mashallah, despite our differences
Yup! The most noble person, is the one who has taqwa.
Taqwa is when you obey Allah swt and avoid from doing haram things
which had mentioned
in the Quran and Sunnah

From now on, I am going to open a new chapter in my life
being a grown up
and in sya allah with Allah swt permission and blessings
I hope that I can gain more experience in other country
IB  result is just 3 days away.
Gulp gulp
I will meet new people and live in new environment
Thus, I should apply the verse in my daily life

In everything that you do...
Do it will all your heart and effort!
Just to please Allah swt.
And rely only on him

Mudin...

Just be yourself
(yang banyak cakap and selalu buat kecoh)
( yang tegas dan tak pandai buat lawak)


Be Just be who you are.
and do enjoy every moments in your life.

DELETE IT!

Delete it!

Everyone should watch this powerful video

We missed a lot of wonderful things. Feeling sad about myself

How I have wasted my time scrolling and liking pictures on Instagram account

Feeling contented as there are many people liking my photos

Just now, on 26th December 2015.

I realised that this is not my world. This is not what I wanted.

We used to be known by people, 

" to share" is just an excuse to myself satisfaction 

Actually, I wanna " to be known by the people of Dunya"

Yes. we took for granted all people around us, 

the one that always be with us

love us, hoping us to hug and spend time with them

look up from your phone. put it away. Shut it down!

I AM PROUDLY ANNOUNCED THAT I AM DETACHING MYSELF 

FROM INSTAGRAM ACCOUNT, LEAVING MANY WHATSAPP GROUPS

as I want to find a better side of me

and the most importantly finding a path 

so that I can be known by the people of Akhirat

Bye social media! Bye world! 

I wanna create my own world! Which much more interesting than liking photos 

and chatting with people

Because I gonna love people that really know myself and appreciate me.

LIBERTY AND FREEDOM 

THIS IS MY CHOICE

FEELING MUCH MORE BETTER BECAUSE I AM NOT LIVING IN IMAGINARY WORLD

SAYING FROM...

Basically this is the post that compile all of the sayings about my life from special 

people around me or from me. 

It helps me a lot in gear up my spirit while in the IB programme.

"It is just an IB program. Still diploma! Not yet Degree or Master or even pHD."

                                                                                                - Dr. Amirmudin-

"Please enjoy your IB Life. Just follow your gut! Do want ever you want."

                                                                                                - Dr. Amirmudin-

Seeing myself laughing, realising how easy IB is! Haha.... Be strong girl!

                                                                                            - Amirah June 2016- 

"Kau kena banyak baca buku English la mira."

                                                                                              - Jiha, M14F-

"You are my idol! Your path is more difficult than me."

                                                                                              - Afiqah/ AngahKU- 

Interview Program Ijazah Dalam dan Luar Negara dan Cemerlang IPMa sesi 2014/ 2015

MARA interview 

April 26, 2014

I still remember that moment. It was a year ago. 
Being the SPM leaver, I spent almost 3 months of my time just to fill up
the scholarship forms,
I did it all by myself. Just getting the opinion from my parents about
important things.

Went to the interview session, met with a lot of incredible people.
Developing my ability to give opinion  and express my thought.
The important thing is the CONFIDENT and POSITIVE THINKING.

I was in Kolej MARA Banting, the last place for my interview 
as this was the last scholarship I applied, the tenth one.
after Maybank, Petronas, JAD-MJHEP, Yayasan Khazanah, IPG, JPA and others
and this was the only scholarship that offered medicine course.
Which is SO Me!!! Who loves to interact with others. 
and LOVES to help people.

It was my only hope! the last opportunity for me to do my very best.
A day before the interview, I stayed at one of the hotel near KMB.
That night, it was a stage where I nearly gave up.
I failed in the Petronas interview which was being held at UTM, Kuala Lumpur.

but, it was not the end of the world. 
" Tomorrow will be my day! My day! In sya allah!"

The attire for tomorrow is sport attire?
Are we going to have a physical test? Just like IPG?
Everyone in the SBP group keep on wondering,
Guessing what will be the activity.
If it is a physical test; I would love it so much!
I have lost a lot of weight during the past 3 months.
Yes! Hopefully I can do my best. Being active and energetic.

Then, the day come. It was Saturday morning, 
Wearing my sport shoes, my heart was pounding as I was extremely nervous
Extrapolating to the maximum level.
8 am in the morning. We were required to gather in the hall
Wow! Subhanallah! There are too many people!
Too many students!
and absolutely!
Too many competitors!
I guessed it was about 200+. Just for Medicine course to Ireland!
Only 60 student will be chosen.

Mashallah!
Is it possible for me?
Yes! In sya allah! Just be myself.

Okay, my interview session was at 12 noon. 
We were divided into a group of 10 members.
The interview 100% in English Language.
The first interview was:

1) Group discussion 
We were given a picture of a respectful leader.
It was our former Prime Minister Tun Dr. Mahathir!
My idol! He was great! hehe I adore him so much!

Then, the interviewers which were actually the lecturer itself asked us to 
discuss about Tun Dr. Mahathir's contributions to our country.
It was a very broad discussion. My group-mate provided a lot of information
and we talked comfortably.

Basically, that aim of this activity is to evaluate our soft skills in communication
and our knowledge about this country. About what was currently happened in this 
world or precisely about the global issues.

2) Individual Response
The interviewer asked 1 question to each one of us but differ from others.
As far as I remember it was about the Islamic teaching.
Which was totally surprised us!
We were questioned with:
Groupmate 1: Opinion about Hudud
Groupmate 2 :5 pillar of Islam in english
Groupmate 3: Reciting doa qunut
Groupmate 4: Which is me! Hehe. about why I wear Hijab
Groupmate 5: Rakaat in Solat Jenazah

I am sorry, I can remember only this 5 questions. But, some of us can't answer
the question completely. Maybe because she/ he was so nervous.

You know what? Just relax and answer what you have in mind. Take a minute, construct your sentence and go for it! Confidently! Yeah!
Show them that you can  do it!

3) Group activity
We were given 5 minutes of break. During this moment, there was an evaluation 
form. We need to evaluate our friend' s performance for the 2 previous activity.
Fuh! It was not easy at all because they were my competitors.
But, I believe if you help people, then Allah swt will ease your way to get the scholarship. In sya allah.

Okay, our last activity, was the climax of this interview
as it was the answer to our sport attire!
We gonna play a game!
It was called a " Shrinking blanket"
A piece of paper will be folded up to the smallest length
Then, we have to figure out the way to make sure
No toe touch the ground.
It was impossible right?

From 10 members we were divided into 3 groups.
And at a certain period the game was on with songs and excitement.
Then, as the game end, we sat on the chair giving our own reflections 
of the activity.

The reflection will be about the leadership, teamwork, tolerance and wisdom.

It was an experience for me. Flashing back this wonderful time.
Make me realize how grateful I am to be in KMB now
pursuing in International Baccalaureate Diploma Programme
for Medicine course.

and with that! I will strive till the end in this journey. Amin!

My 10 groupmate! Our memory together will never fade away!