If today never exist!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

If today never exist!

The blue sky; white cloud; I am looking up high!

The green colony, thorn, woody, with fruit, juicy enough!

Blossoming; smiling; a  mixture of colour and odour

So bright! Sparkling the emotion in me!

With smile yet the tears;

If today never exist!

 The solid question to be asked.

Will I exist?

Witnessing all the creature

presence in every part of dimension

even the end side of me, 

The human!

Sensing the smells, taste, 

Living in red,yellow, blue

The basic of life

Yet I never wonder

If Allah swt hold back the nikmat from me!

If today never exist! 

I will be blindly walking, pacing to the corner

between darkness; burried the soul; died with regretful

or the array of the light; giving life and hope 

to the hollow body; the vanishing part

if not been polished

How the path have save me

Grabbing the time I am drowning

in this blurry life; tick tok ; that will stop 

SOON......

Alhamdulillah!

If today never exist!

Holding tightly; fingers; hands; never let it go

The soft yet hard voice, echoing in my whole heart

Reflecting the real me.

Shaping the virtue inside me, 

From the day, eyes were widely viewing

 to the day of it never blinking again

If today never exist!

The bonding from them,

Loving; Caring; Supporting 

creating and preserving, 

Paying back all of the sweat

to train me in becoming

the warrior, fighting against

the pessimistic thought

Sinking, Hiding, threatening my inner strength

Never turn back;

Stay where I am

Standing; with the pride;

Spread the good, the vibes, the charge

that will change others life.

Be the one you make a choice 

Guiding from slipping

If today never exist!

Saying to myself; deeply inside

only two words to say

ALHAMDULILLAH!

and

I AM NO ONE WITHOUT ALLAH'S BLESSING!

# Writing on my 22nd April 2015. 

The day my mom heard my cries for the first time.